rjtfroggy
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Not to infringe on Dusty's thread but how many of you have or are shooting while battling this terrible disease?
I am and it sucks, some times I think the treatment is worse than the disease. I know that for a few days after treatment I feel like poop (to put it nicely). Now for over a year there has been a shortage of the medicine needed to treat my cancer so it is just sitting there waiting to explode. Other chemo meds literally peel the inside bladder wall away and I pass it while voiding, almost as bad as a kidney stone 3-4 times a day.
Now they want to remove the bladder which is a 3-4 month recovery with extended hospital stay and with this virus even more complications can or will show up. Drs. may not even be willing to do it right now because it is a BIG procedure, everything gets removed and is replaced with a bag.
Wonder where I will be in a year, all I can do is pray.
Not looking for sympathy maybe a few prayers would help. No one to blame but myself.
I am and it sucks, some times I think the treatment is worse than the disease. I know that for a few days after treatment I feel like poop (to put it nicely). Now for over a year there has been a shortage of the medicine needed to treat my cancer so it is just sitting there waiting to explode. Other chemo meds literally peel the inside bladder wall away and I pass it while voiding, almost as bad as a kidney stone 3-4 times a day.
Now they want to remove the bladder which is a 3-4 month recovery with extended hospital stay and with this virus even more complications can or will show up. Drs. may not even be willing to do it right now because it is a BIG procedure, everything gets removed and is replaced with a bag.
Wonder where I will be in a year, all I can do is pray.
Not looking for sympathy maybe a few prayers would help. No one to blame but myself.