When I was young and was just getting started as a gunsmith and as a competitive BR shooter, I planned to win all the time and did so often enough to consider it normal. This sort of mindset can wear on you though. When I started shoot "F" class, I approached it the same way and, again, had some success but soon found the fun to be lacking.
Today, I attend a BR match now and then and still do OK but don't expect to win. I don't work at it and I still shoot 1980's equipment but I enjoy the day.
I might shoot "F" class once a year and, again, don't expect to win anymore but still make some good shots. Mostly, I prefer to shoot prone, with a sling, and just try to do well for myself. I'm always a bit surprised when I win something.
I compete quite a bit in Metallic Silhouette nowadays and, while I can win in my class, the goal is just to move up to where I can't win anymore (which sounds kind of foolish, I know!). I'm old enough (72 this year) that improvement, shooting offhand, is unlikely.
Jackie,
Although we've never met, I have always gotten the impression that your shop and business is a large part of who you are, as a person, so I can see that retirement would be very difficult. I mean, face it, you are involved with some neat stuff, everyday. WH