Christmas in February...yes, please!
This week we were finally able to celebrate our Schaller family Christmas at Granny and Grandpa’s house. We usually celebrate this the weekend after Christmas Day, but since we were in Madison at that time we decided to delay it. The smiles and giggles were plentiful all weekend. It was a mixed bag of emotions for me to be celebrating this tradition with Jedi again. I will admit there were times during last year that I wondered if it was in God’s plan for Jedi to spend another Christmas with our family here on Earth. I cried tears of joy and thanked God over and over for His continued healing of our sweet boy.
This last week showed Jedi’s counts to be low, but stable. His CMV level was down to <250, so we reduced his antiviral infusion to once daily. His cyclosporine level was still elevated, so we reduced that dose as well (this is the immunosuppressant to prevent graft vs. host). We are going to continue to taper this in hopes that his counts will go up. I am hopeful that with the reduction of the antiviral medicines Jedi’s counts will go up as well.
Jedi also had an echocardiogram last Wednesday in Madison. It showed that the clot in his heart is still there and may be slightly larger. They explained to me that every time Jedi’s heart beats the line flicks against his heart wall and is causing irritation and also possibly causing the clot to be mobile. It’s hard for them to tell from the echo exactly what’s going on, but the consensus is the line needs to go. Through it all Jedi’s heart function has remained normal and we praise God for this! The plan is to remove his central line in two weeks, but he also will have scans requiring IV access, so we are trying to work out exactly when to remove the line. We are praying so hard that Jedi will be at a point where he won’t need daily IV medicine so we don’t need to place another line. Please join us in praying for all these things as well!
Jedi has been continuing to feel well and eat fairly decent. We have really been working on getting his fluids goal met every day...some days are harder than others. He’s been a champ and doesn’t usually complain. Most days he just plainly states, “I’m doing my best!” Oh, sweet boy, that’s all we can ask
To wrap up I’ll share a story from this week. Sometimes Jedi catches me off guard with his introspection and he did that again this week. He looked at me one evening while I was flushing his line and said, “Mom, I think I know why I’m doing so good after having cancer. My faith has helped me to get through some of the really bad times. I know some people don’t have faith in God, so they don’t have that to lean on. I also know that my support system is another reason I’m doing so good. I mean, my support system goes further than I could ever imagine!” Boy, there were tears (from me, of course) and then huge hugs as I thanked my sweet boy for sharing his heart with me. Jedi knows you’re all out there praying for him and encouraging him. He may not know you all by name, but he knows that God knows who you are and he thanks God for each of you. He feels the love of God through his support system that “goes further than (he) could ever imagine!” Thank you, thank you, thank you for being that support for Jedi and our family!
“And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.”
Ephesians 3:17-19